CAMPING TRIP

Friday I headed out to meet everyone up at Hemet lake. It was the Church's 2nd annually camp out. everyone set up Friday and hung out together. Which there was over 50 people. The next day we had Sabbath School. Which are lesson this week was about Jesus walking in the wilderness for 40 day's with out food. and was tempted by Satan himself. Which fit perfectly with the hole camping trip thing. So then a bunch of us went for a short walk to the lake and enjoyed strolling and carrying conversation about are surroundings. After lunch a small group tried to walk to the damn of the lake, but fence after fence was blocking are course. So we started back. Some of us enjoyed the water which was the best part. There was this rock out in the water that some of us climbed up and jumped off. Which that was awesome. Got back around 7pm helped with dinner, played sureaids, and had smores. Sunday was the day of packing. and heading out. So this weekend was a blast. besides i got stung by a plaint, and i got sunburned. it was a bummer it ended so soon.

changing, choice

I try to make the most of things, but when it comes to choices I have a problem. I hate making wrong choices, but then again that happens.I know that it has to happen to learn from them. that's if I want bigger and better things, but what are the better things? Finding someone is the hardest. I'm not used to sharing you space, life, practically my hole everything. So its more about change, but that's a choice I'll have to make. Right now I have my own home, my own car, my own everything. Sometimes I feel that I can lose it if I open up. Its like a child with toy's; you don't want to share, because it might get broken, but then again. life isn't a toy. because I wouldn't want anyone to brake me. So here I stand with out love. just letting it destroy me. Not ready to change and make the right choice for my heart. I'm letting amazing guys and friends go. I need to redeem myself and stand tall and open and share what I know I am with others. This is a slow proses. just because I've had a broken heart doesn't mean that everyone will brake it. but then again, who knows.

My Boy

This is my love, my baby, my cuddle bug, my protector, the one that listens to everything I have to say with out judgment. and he's always happy to see me.

At first I wasn't sure if I wanted him, because he was a puppy when I got him. Always getting into stuff, but now I wouldn't know what to do without him. That's my Justice

NARNIA ............business

I went to go see the movie"Chronicles of NARNIA prince Caspian." That was a wonderful movie. I think everyone should go see it. It's not the same if you wait for it to come out on DVD. The quality, and sound is way better. don't miss it why it's in the theater.

Floored, By Judgment

I was looking around to find some inspiration for my next blog, but something cot my eyes that really upsets me. So I want to share with you some details to what I found. I went on Google and looked up fact on the SDA (Seventh Day Adventist) church. There was this site that said
" What Facts They Wont Tell You?" I was like hmmm... let me check this out. when I opened it. I was floored. It left me questioning, and in the state of confusion. I would never degrade, or slander, anyone by there religion, race, or gender. as someone like me that love God that lives for him. would NOT try to find judgement on what other people believe. Here's word for word some in site on what was said:

They won't tell you that they consider themselves to be the only, true, remnant Church. Their prophetess, Ellen G. White, whom they revere and believe without question has told them that.
...Satan has taken full possession of the Churches'. They also believe our prayers are an 'abomination' to God. That is what they think of you and your church, even if they won't say it out loud in public, or to your face.
They won't tell you too much about Ellen G. White at their public seminars, but their goal is to bring the person attending to the point of conversion and baptism.
Doctrines on Salvation
If you receive Christ as your Saviour through the SDA's, only your past sins, up to that moment are forgiven. Now you must get to work to earn your salvation.
Christians will say, 'sure we slip sometimes into unintentional sin, but we have a mediator in Christ Jesus'. No, you don't in Seventh-day Adventism. Be prepared for this SDA doctrine by Ellen G. White:'...Those who are living on the earth when the intercession of Christ shall cease in the sanctuary above are to stand in the sight of a holy God without a mediator. Their robes must be spotless, their characters must be purified from sin by the blood of sprinkling. Through the grace of God and their own diligent effort they must be conquerors in the battle with evil....'.
She said... that the United States would be '...humbled into the dust' by England during the Civil War. No wonder Jesus told us to 'Beware of the false prophets'. Time is their enemy. These false prophecies will never be mentioned by the SDA's.
Consulting the Dead
'There shall not be found among you anyone...who casts a spell, or a medium, or a spiritist, or one who calls up the dead. For whoever does these things is detestable to the Lord...' Deuteronomy 18:10-12
It is evident she believed this dream was in response to her prayers to God. James (whom she called 'Father') appeared beside her as she was in a carriage. She reported he looked 'very pale, but calm and composed'. (After all, he was dead!)
IN CONCLUSION
SDA's often make every effort to appear 'evangelical', joining in with inter-ministry groups and trying to 'blend in' with the Christian community.However, make no mistake about it, they believe they are exclusively correct because they recognize and follow Ellen G. White. Among themselves, they mock the Christian's beliefs, calling our concept of salvation, 'cheap grace'. They privately consider themselves to be spiritually superior to the rest of us.

MY FINALLY THOUGHTS

I'm not going to be upset by this. I'm not going to argue, because by doing so; It wouldn't make me a better person. yes it's hurtful, and hateful. I see that Satan is at work. the key is to be humble. and ask God to be with the man that wrote this.

My Happy Place

This was a picture I took on my birthday. I went on a drive with a friend to Big Bear. I feel like I'm mostly at home when I'm far away from busy life around me. when I think about an adventure. I think about the mountains. When I'm up there, I love to hear birds singing. it's like a wonderful melody, and wind blowing all around me. The trees shuffling there leafs, and the air is so fresh, my lungs absorb it, and clean. -boy is it clean. It leaves me in a state of aww. I love to explore the unknown. It gives me a high. it feels like I'm in heaven. It up lifts me. It takes me to a place of peace. where time means nothing. It rests my soul.

opposite side of the tracks

I was talking to a friend that I've none for a couple of years. We started to share some feelings, which I had no clue he had for me before. I never thought that way about him, because he was with someone. -well a lot of things were said, but this stuck to mind. He asked "How come you never asked me out when I was single"? My eye's almost popped out of my head. And the only thing I could say was "Were from the opposite side of the tracks". He wasn't sure what I meant by that? So I started to explain, but my thoughts were runny slow. I felt like it was taking forever. I was nerves. He was looking at me for the answer. I could see in his eyes that he was every puzzled. That made my heart sink, because if my words came out wrong. I wouldn't know what his reactions would be. So i said -well we come from different back grounds, different life's. We're just different. Really I felt like he was to good for me- to be honest, but I wouldn't tell him that. Then I started to think this is a punked joke. (Ashton Kutcher where are you? I was waiting for him to jump out some were, but that didn't happen). I felt like he needed me to say more. This was harder then i thought. What did i just get myself in to? So I tried to change the subject, but of course it wasn't all that easy. So when my thought got clearer. I replayed what just happened, in my head. And thought? How stupid I was. So once again I was back to the same question. So I said if I known then what I know now. I probably would have. So by giving him my answer i was like-wait!!! this is a 2 way street. So I waited for his response. I was shocked, he said " I thought you liked thous bad boy types" which he was right. but there nothing but trouble, it's just the fact that they live life worry free, with no cares. And I realized that's the problem. So I went home a thought about this. I tried to find the true answer to why I like the bad boy type? And then it came to me. It's because if they don't worry about life then they don't worry about what I do in my life. And with no cares. They can't care about me. So it make it easy so i don't get hurt as much. If it doesn't work out. -Man I should be looking on the other side of the tracks. It looks greener over there.... we're still friends, it kinda made me open up alittle more with people, and guy for that matter.